Here we go again!

So here we are on a very similar path that we were on almost 2 years ago, working towards an Invitro (IVF) procedure. I thought that this time would be easier since we already have a baby. So far, it hasn't been that easy. The hormones swirling around from the medications and all the poking & prodding at my body add to my already edgy state of being since we're adding doctor's appointments and everything else into our already busy lives.

However, this time we're doing a "frozen" cycle as opposed to a "fresh" cycle. In simple terms, it means that I have to take fewer medications, will have fewer doctors appointments, and the cost will be less. But it also means that we have a much lower chance of actually getting a baby out of it.

Poor Jeff is dealing with me & my emotional rollercoaster as best he can and I am so grateful for his patience with me. Last night, I had to apologize for being so "mad" all the time and made a promise to myself to do better today. So far, its been a good day and I'll hope that I can make it through the day as a "nice" person. I think I just need to take it one day at a time, but that's always easier said than done.

In the end, will it be worth it? Chase is definitely worth the 10 years of heartache, thousands of dollars & many miserable medical procedures that we had to go through to get him. So, if we get another baby, yes, it will definitely be worth it.