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Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Here we go again!

So here we are on a very similar path that we were on almost 2 years ago, working towards an Invitro (IVF) procedure. I thought that this time would be easier since we already have a baby. So far, it hasn't been that easy. The hormones swirling around from the medications and all the poking & prodding at my body add to my already edgy state of being since we're adding doctor's appointments and everything else into our already busy lives.

However, this time we're doing a "frozen" cycle as opposed to a "fresh" cycle. In simple terms, it means that I have to take fewer medications, will have fewer doctors appointments, and the cost will be less. But it also means that we have a much lower chance of actually getting a baby out of it.

Poor Jeff is dealing with me & my emotional rollercoaster as best he can and I am so grateful for his patience with me. Last night, I had to apologize for being so "mad" all the time and made a promise to myself to do better today. So far, its been a good day and I'll hope that I can make it through the day as a "nice" person. I think I just need to take it one day at a time, but that's always easier said than done.

In the end, will it be worth it? Chase is definitely worth the 10 years of heartache, thousands of dollars & many miserable medical procedures that we had to go through to get him. So, if we get another baby, yes, it will definitely be worth it.


  1. Kim, I've had you on my mind a lot lately. I'll keep you and the family in my prayers and wish you the very best with round two! It's very exciting, but very challenging too. Let me know if you need anything or just want to talk, I'm working on my listening skills.

  2. Oh Kim I feel some of your pain, it took us 5 years to have our son with fertility. I will be thinking of you.

  3. Ugh, scary! I'll be thinking of you...

  4. You're in our prayers! But if you ever want to call and let some steam out, please call me! I know it's sometimes better to have someone other than the hubby to yell at. And also, I'm a really good babysitter. Let me know if you need a hand. :)